Thoughts

I haven't blogged in quite a while, but then again nothing has really been happening. And i just found out that Eric has been posting again so i will need to catch up on his blog later.

But for now i kind of just want to talk. I have been thinking A LOT about stuff. Mostly about friends and going back to school and getting older and stuff because 1. my birthday was last week and i am now 17 and 2. school is starting at the end of the month. Where did summer go? I'm already seeing back to school commercials and having my annual beginning-of-the-year nightmares (this year so far only about not finishing my summer work. I guess since i'm going to be a senior i'm not as afraid of getting lost in the school).

Anyway, i've been wondering for a while now and i both don't have anyone to talk to about it really and also feel weird bringing it up in person, but i will bring it up in this blog:
When you think about sharing personal thought or feelings or experiences with someone, is there one person that you usually imagine talking to?

I've just been wondering if that's normal or if it's just one of my strange qualities.
Since i've brought it up i suppose that i should explain my 'yes' response to the question.

Except for under certain circumstances when it would make more sense for me to tell someone something because i know that they can relate or whatever, there is one friend that i usually imagine talking to.
That friend's name is Josh.

I'm not sure why it's him, perhaps just because i feel so comfortable talking to him and can't really imagine him judging me as much as some other people might. Or perhaps merely because of the fact that all summer i have been looking forward to the two of us hanging out on August 16th which means that he is the first person i imagine talking too since i will see him again before most of my other friends.

I don't know for sure, but it'a kind of been driving me crazy for a while.

But i keep my thoughts tame by spending my life on youtube (even though the redesign and ad changes have been driving me crazy and making me angry) with my favorite people in the world! ♥

Um... no offense to my real life friends, i still love you all, but youtube friends are always there for you no matter what (as long as you have internet) and they can always put a smile on your face.

Anyway, enough with my obsession, I should leave.

Forever yours,
Danielle